My Soul’s Sufficiency

My Post (10)A specific thorn in the flesh is often associated with a great blessing from the hand of God. It is often associated with a special power and revelation from the hand of God. In 2 Corinthians 12, the scripture reveals that Paul was given an incredible revelation from God that not many people could comprehend. Paul tells us that because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations, God permitted Satan to give him a thorn in the flesh so to prevent him from becoming conceited.

The use of the word ‘thorn in the flesh’ in this passage is a figure of speech. The word ‘thorn’ can be referred to as a splinter – it’s so sharp and painful when it pierces, and the word ‘flesh’ may be referred to as the physical body, or the unregenerated part of the person. When the apostle Paul pleaded with the Lord three times to take away the thorn in his flesh. God told him simply that:

“My grace is more than sufficient for you, for my strength is made perfect in weakness.” – 2 Corinthians 12:9

This may sound like a contradiction. How can strength be made perfect in weakness? I believe what God was saying to Paul is this, “Focus on My Grace, and the power of My Grace, it will make your weakness look like strength. Focus on My security, not your insecurities. Focus on my limitless power, not your limitations.” God’s power operates at its best in our weakness, not in our strength. If we’re too strong in ourselves, the LORD can’t use us. That’s what ruined King Uzziah, “for he was greatly helped until he became powerful” (2 Chron. 26:15).

I think it is fair to say Paul impacted the church of Jesus Christ more than any other person. Very few people impacted the church of Jesus Christ like the apostle Paul. And yet, the apostle Paul, a great man of strength and courage who lived his life shinning for Jesus Christ could tell the Corinthians that “I will gladly boast of my weaknesses.”

Men particularly are not very good at admitting weaknesses. I have to confess that I am weak in every area of life because I’ve learnt from the life of the apostle Paul that it is only when I’m weak do I really know the strength of God. Like the apostle Paul, we ought to boast all the more gladly about our weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on us, for God’s Grace is more than sufficient for us.

The Holy Spirit who authored the Bible deliberately did not lead the apostle Paul to tell us what his thorn in the flesh is. Why? So that every one of us who experience whatever thorn that we may experience may be able to identify with the apostle Paul; whether it be physical pain, relational pain, emotional pain, financial problem, or personal problem…

Isaac Watts spent most of his life afflicted by illnesses. Illnesses which made it difficult for him to engage even in the most mundane social interaction. As an adult, he was no more than 5ft tall. He was considered by most people to be profoundly unattractive in appearance. His only opportunity for wedded companionship evaporated when the woman who fell in love with him through correspondence turned down his marriage proposal (as soon as she saw him). And yet, out of the pain of the many storms in his life came well over 600 hymns to the glory and to the faithfulness of God. Some of his famously known hymns: When I survey the wondrous cross, O God our help in ages past, and Joy to the world…

In a more complete and literal way, the Lord Jesus Christ, the man of many sorrows, experienced the pain of the thorn in his flesh. Physically, he felt the indescribable pain of the sharp splinters from the piercing of the crown full of thorns that he wore, and from the nails that were pierced to his hands and feet while he hung, bled and died in darkness on a tree. However, I’m convinced that the pain of the separation from his Heavenly Father pierced his heart far deeper than the pain of the humiliation, betrayal, and torture he endured at Calvary. And yet through it all, he could say to those persecuting him:

“Father please forgive them, for they know not what they are doing.” – Luke 23:34

Before going to the Cross, he fervently prayed to His Father in great agony at the Garden of Gethsemane, crying out (Luke 22:42), “Father, if you are willing, remove this cup from me. Nevertheless, not my will, but Yours, be done.” But still, He drank that bitter cup full of poison anyway because His only will and desire is always to do the will of His Father wholeheartedly. There’s no better gospel, there is no other gospel but the one gospel – Jesus Christ died in our place to bring us to God. 

My heart is filled with thankfulness
To Him who walks beside;
Who floods my weaknesses with strength
And causes fears to fly;
Whose every promise is enough
For every step I take,
Sustaining me with arms of love
And crowning me with grace.

Hymn written by Keith Getty and Stuart Townend